11am... another post :)

just to remind myself that i should probably read Eat, Pray, Love soon... but if i can't get past the half dozen books already on my booklist first... i will settle for watching this :) (but i promise i'll read it ONE day!) i'm so excited that its julia roberts!



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theres a plastic in my posse

women love their girls... they love having that group of women, whether small or big, friends or family... that they shop with, gossip with, have fun days with, lunch with, dinner with, club with, drink with, shoot the shit with, whatever! some women even have different groups for different purposes, like myself... i have different women in my life for different purposes... ones to talk deep meaningful things with, ones to talk random seinfeld-like things (or non-things lolz) with, ones to do shallow mindless girl things with, etc... but amongst these many women we keep in our lives for the many different reasons... sometimes there is one who seems to only be around to rain on your parade, to throw salt at you, and to completely disregard and knock down the good things that occur in your life... why they are even in your circle still, not to mention to begin with, is a hard question to answer.

obviously this situation applies to any combination of men and their close friends, women who keep close men friends for said purposes, and men who keep close women friends as well (even though i believe this issue plagues more women than it does men)

i myself am currently faced with this predicament... there is someone in my inner circle of men and women who has repeatedly thrown his/her grainy, bitter, and down right hateful salt on my sweet life... i'm not here to judge at all whether his/her life is something that they have reason to be bitter for... that's not the issue... the issue is that he/she cannot manage to ever stop being selfish, to the point that he/she can never find themselves able to be happy for me in my most happy moments... all they can manage to do is find some sort of hateful thing to say... or some sort of selfish comment/issue/bull shit predicament... that steers us back to his/her own life... this person even makes snide and extremely mean remarks as if we were back in high school or something!... but in a way as to sound like he/she is being friendly or its all in good fun... BULL SHIT.

sometimes i question whether it is just me being too sensitive because i honestly have never had groups of friends that act like this (like the Plastics from Mean Girls) i don't know what its like to keep friends/people around who its constantly a battle to be around because all they spend their time doing is trying to one-up everyone around them... i have to have better clothes/girlfriend or boyfriend/life/this/that/everything!... all they do is yap out of their butts about how "oh wow you got that... that's nice, but you know my blah blah blah was way more expensive and better quality, but yours is nice too, i guess." and i have NEVER been, or ever will be dragged down to become, a person like that... who gets their happiness from belittling everyone around them... so i never retaliate with this person, i don't hurt their feelings back and play these little children mind games... i personally always thought it was a sign of low self esteem, which i figure is the case for this person because they throw excessive amounts of salt when i happen to fit nicer, or fit AT ALL, into something that they wanted. that's not my fault. don't take that shit out on me. seriously. ugh.

like really? how do i even deal with that? and am i even supposed to?! 

i just don't know... this person just feels so poisonous in my life... ive contemplated just letting the relationship taper off... but its harder than it seems in this specific case.

it would be nice if this person would just realize that they're acting like a 16 year old piece of shit and its time to grow the fuck up already... lolz but knowing this person, i doubt that'll happen.

poo sticks!

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doesn't make sense to me

why are hot women always getting cheated on?! is it some sort of code that if you're super fuckin hot or really attractive and an all around nice person (i.e. sandra bullock) you have to be some sort of prudish prune in the sack? because i clearly cannot see any other reason why these douche bags would cheat! and yes i understand that they are in fact attractive, spotlight centered celebrities so things that happen to them are amplified and seem more out of place than oh say when someone cheats on Heather Matarazzo (fugly girl from Princess Diaries) or Jocelyn Wildenstein (aka the bride of Wildenstein)

i've come to this conclusion today after i saw that Garcelle Beauvais-Nilon (from the Jamie Foxx show and NYPD) has also just discovered that her... not so handsome husband... has been having a 5 year affair behind her back with "some slut in chicago." oh yea did i mention she wrote an e-mail to all of his coworkers outing him? lolz

i just wonder what it is with THESE men... is it because their women are celebrities that they feel like they need to get it on with a "regular" woman ahem or man, in some cases, on occasion. I dunno... i guess it just irked me a bit because i'm sure these women aren't exceptionally shitty people... they're probably as moody and carry as much 'tude as a few of us do... but it seems as though many of these Hollywood women can't keep a man loyal to save their lives! while on the other hand i see many "regular" folks (as in regular life style not necessarily regular appearance lolz ;)) holding down steady and healthy relationships with men who appreciate them as if they were celebrities... blah... who knows... sorry... just rambling guys! :) but i DID find the topic for my next post! mwahahaha

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p.s.

feel free to tell me what u guys think, if you have any sort of opinions on this type of thing in Hollywood

too hot to even yearn for

i love sky high heels and stilettos and other fabulous shoe creations on my feet.............

when im sitting down that is... i don't really do moving in them very well lolz... so even though i can barely walk in them most times, i cannot deny the fact that they are some of the most instant feel good creations ever put on the earth... i mean... who... man or woman, young or old, gay or straight, earthling or alien... would not feel like a muther fucking fabulous beast in these?!?!

so i picture myself sitting ona plush, velvet, merlot colored chaise like the damn queen of sheba with these babies just dangling off my feet :)

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p.s.
shoes from Gregory's and only a cool $2,795.00 :|

yearning

i came across this UK jewelry site Galibardy (thanks again to 2 Bitchez Deep! those ladies really know what the fuck i like maaaaan)... so i am lusting ina deadly fashion for so many of their pieces... here go the faves

you can wrap them all up and i'll take 'em to go as a b-day gift :) please and muchos grassy ass!

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Bargain Orgasm/product review - cosmetics edition

just wanted to share a few super bargain finds of some really great products i've come across recently... first off is this Sally Hansen Cuticle Massage Cream (with Apricot Extract) that i randomly found at a 99cent store... i'm kind of an obsessive fiend about my cuticles, not that they look super great all the time... but i love finding products that helps soften them and make them look better... and also i rarely ever get manicures... i usually take care of my own fingers and toes, so when i can find an at home treatment for my fingers/toes area... i think its great!

its a tub about the size of a lip balm container (0.4 oz to be exact)... i didn't have very high expectations for this product so i was very pleasantly surprised by the results... its a very thick cream, pretty much the consistency of lip balm but creamier... you just apply a very minimal amount to your cuticle and nail (because i read in some reviews online that it strengthens your nails as well, after continued use) and let it absorb... it takes a while to do this so its best to do it before bed or when you kind of have idle time for your hands i.e. watching tv, at a stoplight (i dunno if i condone this one tho lolz)... after its soaked in your cuticles will look FAB-OOOH! i suppose my only con is that the results don't last permanently (not yet anyways, i've only had it for less than a week) after maybe a day and some hand washing/dishes/showering... your cuticles lose the majority of the soft supple appearance... but i can honestly say i've noticed an overall greater appearance after just a week and a few applications... it also says it helps prevent hang-nails (which i get plenty of) so hopefully over time it'll be successful in getting rid of those too... i'll let ya guys know if they become less frequent :)... so i got it for a buck... but its available in pharmacies and drugstores (like Walgreens, CVS, Rite Aid, etc) at around $4.99 a tub... but i also found it at Overstock Drugstore for $3.96 :) 

next up is this Almay Nearly Naked touch pad liquid makeup (spf 12) in 320 Honey, that i got from Big Lots for $3.50 

if you guys know what its like shopping for name brand cosmetics at discount places then you know their selection is pretty minimal... this case was no different... they had maybe 4-5 of this product out on display... all of them the same shade... i looked at it and it has a small swatch of the shade on the cardboard packaging then a foil cover over the actual pad which is supposed to be the actual shade... i'm really bad at knowing/guesstimating my skin tone... so i put the swatch on the cardboard up against my face and turned to my Bae and asked him if it matched lolz desperate measures right? and of course he had no idea wut to tell me... he looked iffy about it tho... so i wasn't sure... ive always wanted to try this foundation brand and especially this product (i don't really like powder... it makes me feel like i have a freaky porcelain doll face lolz i dunno, i think its just me)... anywho lucky for me Big Lots has a great policy on their products... i asked the cashier if i could buy it and open it right there at the front of the store and try it on on my actual face and if it didn't work out could i just return it... and all she said was make sure you keep your receipt and the packaging... AWESOME! (i love a great return policy lolz who doesnt?!) off topic: do they do that at regular pharmacies/drug stores? i have no idea what their policy is on cosmetics but i always think its very strict... anywho... so i tried it... and its perfect! very sheer so it takes a couple of layers to do some evening out but thats fine with me... i'd rather start off with not enough... then too much, ya dig? lolz... i came home and did a half-face test run... and its great... does well with evening out and covering redness... and very easy to apply...  i googled it and didn't see it available in any stores, only ebay and amazon starting at around 4 bucks... i totally recommend it for those who aren't very big make-up types but want something simple to even out the face discolorations and what not... i guess i have combo skin (dry in some areas, oily in others... and also varying by season) but i use a neutrogena face lotion beforehand so this make-up doesn't make much of a difference... its not very hydrating though so i wouldn't recommend it to women who have dry/very dry skin and don't use any sort of moisturizer first.

okay and for my last product... i got this really pretty Revlon sheer powder blush in Pinking of You (what a cute name, huh!) also for $3.50 from Big Lots

not too much of a review on this one, i've been searching for a bright pink blush for a while... i thought this might fit the bill but its pretty sheer and still a pretty neutral pink... i was hoping it'd be a bit brighter but still not a bad thing to have in one's Caboodle ;)... pretty sure this isn't available in stores any more either... but its easy to find online via ebay and amazon starting at 3-4 bucks.

i know i should have done some skin test photos but as you can see the flash on my hunny's camera is washing everything out so i doubt they'd look very helpful... maybe next time :)

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you know what gives me all my online entertainment?

anonymity... people who have the choice to share anything and everything if given the option to be anonymous... will do it in a heart beat... case in point:

makes me think... what would you do? lolz just decide on their identity on the spot... and go from there... knowing maybe they've been interchanged lolz... does it even matter at this age? can't u go to the hospital and compare their foot prints? shouldnt they be different? you think the hospital would judge you for that? lolz... craziness. [end random thought process]

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