i'ma nerd... blow me

number 1... why don't they EVER have haut pink in the default font colors?! jeeezus... with its rising popularity i'm very shocked that it's not there... yet they have every damn shade of purple imaginable... figures...

anywho...

blog numero uno...

am i supposed to introduce myself and the entire innerworkings of my life and what i give a fuck about? [FYI(there will be a lot of these):i cuss... EXCESSIVELY... so um... fair warning :)]... ok... yeah... introdcutions... or isn't that wut the little profile section is for?... well i suppose this wont hurt either...

i'm Iza... do you think i'm gonna wanna have made this anonymous at a later date? shit... cuz i usually do... with my shamefull ass... ugh... whatever...

i'm Iza

... i don't really know what the hell else ur supposed to know about the person who's blog ur reading lolz... i'm a lady(that term feels so old ;/)... i live in southern California... best muther fucking place on the planet if you ask me :)... ummm... i'm in college... where i realize i'll always be in everyones approval if i keep registering for classes... cuz seriously... as long as u SEEM to be doing sumthing with yourself... what the hell can anyone really say? and college is sooo the golden path... no one ever doubts it... gud for me heh... ok... so yeah... i'm Iza... i'm in college... i currently have a boyfriend... which of course everyone knows is damn near the center of the world for any female between the ages of 11(now a days!) to 384... seriously... and of course this being a fucking blog... you'll be reading plenty about his ass lolz... i live wit my mommy... she supports my entire life process lolz... my daddy passed away almost a decade ago :(... i've been through a lot... but i'm not trying to compare battle scars with anyone... everyone walks their own spirit quest hahahaha!

ok... i suppose anything else will just spring up when it deems itself necessary for "springing" :)

i jus wanna say i hope i bring SOMETHING to whoever reads this... i dont care if its a fucking life lesson... epiphane(fuck me i'm sorry i can't spell anymore hahaha but i fucking OWN at scrabble... go figure... aren't there some f's and y's in there??)... disgust... laughter... tears... or a little vomit in the back of your throat... i'm satisfied knowing ur taking something away from my hopeless key tapping... modest huh? pshhhh

sooo...

funny enough i actually started this blog to vent about relationship dilemmas... gawd knows they plague EVERYONE... unless ur lucky enough not to have any relationships... YES I SAID LUCKY! lolz... getting laid and having dinner is not all its cracked up to be... this shit is a fucking contact sport... gotta get ur shit right to even step on the field... heh... i digress... u'll all notice that i do that shit waaaay too much... but yeah... i started this so i could vent... but i guess yapping on about all sorts of other useless things was venting on its own... cuz i'm back to my ::dusting shoulders off:: mellow mentallity... u'll probably realize that soon too... as a reader... i'm farely... whats the fucking word... i usually always know it! arghhhh... i jump the gun a lot... umm... ahhhhh... i'm very IRRATIONAL... especially when it comes to the significant other heh... but no matter how many times i tell myself that i just need to breathe slowly for 10 minutes... i still usually act on that irrationality... which... you'll see... puts me in fucked up predicaments that i can only blame myself for lolz... u live and u learn i suppose... let's just hope i don't live for 80 years then learn on my damn death bed... mwahahaha <- that's satan laughing at me... i know it!... or ray liota ;x... u'll learn about sum twisted thoughts i have creeping in the corners of my mind sumtimes too... and NO... i'm not fucking obsessed about ray liota... quite the opposite actually ;x... eeek! i've said too much....

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... i think my brain runs have ended now... i'm sure i'll be back in an hour or so with more useless ramble... for the useless ramble lovers <3...>