irrational fear... i has one.

okay so since i'm diabetic i have to go in and get bloodwork done periodically to make sure that i'm controlling it well and yadda yadda... so every 3-4 months i have to go to my clinic and get blood drawn... ironically enough, i have a crazy intense fear of having needles put in my arm by a person... i've always been scared of needles ever since i was little... but now i'm so scared that the nurse or phlebotomist unknowingly has epilepsy and just conveniently enough will have a seizure right when she's putting the syringe into my arm... totally massacring my arm... i'm serious... i am SPECIFICALLY scared of someone having a seizure when theyre putting the needle into my arm... just thinking about it makes me want to hyperventilate... :(

OMG looking at this guy's post did not help! AAAAAH! ::hyperventilates:: :'(

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