30 days of me (day 21)

Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy.

this is my nephew! i love him sooooo much! he was maybe 6 in this photo... he's gonna be 12 this year :'(... but i love how clever and funny and polite and smart and all out wonderful he's grown to be! i hopped into bed with him the other morning and he hugged me and gave me a kiss while half asleep... i love this kid immensely and being around him (and not to mention my other nephews and niece) always always ALWAYS without fail... makes me feel great!

30 days of me (day 20)

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.

i'm currently single so there's no specific person at this point in time... but since i've been single i've really had time to think about the difference between the people i've dated in the past and the type of person i'd want to spend the rest of my life with.... and i've decided on some concrete traits that i must learn to be more stringent about!

- i must be able to talk to them! and i don't mean just the relationship maintenance type talks because i've had fairly good luck with that in people in the past... i mean passing time talk, talking as an enjoyable activity. i don't think i've ever dated a person in which i was satisfied sitting hours at a time just having a conversation with them and i find now that that is really something i want from someone i intend to spend my life with.

- they must be open minded. i have a tendency to let my interests and activities fall to the wayside when i date people. it's not that i date individuals who force their interests and activities on me i just become overly considerate and feel that i'd rather just do what makes these people happy because i will be in less discomfort doing THEIR thing than i know they will be doing mine. so i've sort of made a vow to myself that with the next person that comes a long i'm going to make sure i remember the things that I like to do... and make sure that they're at least willing to try them out... but more importantly that i remember that getting that other person to try something new and important to me shouldnt be a discomfort but should be something they will gladly do.

- someone smarter/just as smart as me. i'm not really sure if this sounds superficial or rude... but its just the truth. i'm not saying i'm a genius, at all! all i know is that i have to explain myself too often to people i date. its funny too because i know how stubborn and hard headed i am when it comes to learning new things and being "schooled" by other people... but at the same time i would love to learn new things and bask in the awe of someones intelligence. it's almost erotic to think of dating a guy who's smarter than me lmao, yeah... i'm a weirdo :)

oh and of course i could always see myself marrying this guy XD

30 days of me (day 19)

Day 19 - Nicknames you have, why do you have them.

lols i've just been racking up the nicknames lately... but here's some popular ones.

China - i have a lot of hispanic friends so being the token asian this was gonna be a given lols

Suki - from the character in one of the fast and the furious movies, yes... the asian one lols

E - a lot of filipinos pronounce my name "eeza" so my cousin decided to call me E.

Izabelle - Iza/Isabella hybrid lols

Baby Hitler - long story short, i brought up to one group of my friends how i watched something on tv about certain germans who actually live their lives believing that the holocaust never happened... and i made a joke afterwards lols... and BOOM! i'm hitler lols... i've chosen to embrace it since they won't quit.

Head Doppelganger - reserved strictly for my actual head doppelganger lols... when we have a baby it's gonna need stilts to support the giant dome it will have lmao

30 days of me (day 18)

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have.

my life is a bit more complicated that i'd like to discuss on this blog so i'm just gonna say it would be awesome to have a job, to be going to school full time and to be able to not have to rely on my mom working so much.

30 days of me (day 17)

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why.

hmmm... i've never really given this much thought before... part of me wants to be some humanitarian with all the resources to be able to go out and just help plenty of people... like be angelina jolie and just take 90% of my money and just give it all to haiti or another country that needs it... or even better use it to help bail the US out of this endless debt we're in... i dont know... something useful!... and the other half of me wants to be someone trivial who i can just live their life for a day and spend their money and dress up pretty and eat expensive meals and party like a lush lols... but i suppose theres someone i could be in which i could do both... but i'm not in the mood to single someone out... so i guess i'll say... i'd like to be one of eric clapton's close buddies for a day... just so i could learn some things from him and just listen to him jam all day :)

30 days of me (day 16)

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself.

i think this is a really accurate representation of me and the way i like to live my life :)

30 days of me (day 15)

Day 15 - Put your iPod ZUNE (ftw!) on shuffle: first 10 songs that play...

1) Dead and Gone - T.I. & justin timberlake
2) So Seductive - tony yayo lols
3) Pop Lock and Drop It remix - baby huey, bow wow, t-pain
4) Track 9 - lady gaga
5) Magic in the Makeup - No Doubt
6) Can't Believe It remix - t-pain & justin timberlake
7) Bennie and the Jets - Elton John
8) Touch the Sky - kanye feat lupe fiasco
9) She Don't Have to Know - john legend
10) When I See You - Fantasia

i'm actually really unhappy with this representation of my musical taste lols so i'm shuffling again... shoot me! (at least i didn't lie and just completely scrap that first list lols)

1) Pag-ibig Kong Litung-lito - april boys (tagalog music :))
2) the Love Gang - the Raveonettes
3) Leaving Tonight - ne-yo & jennifer hudson
4) Here Comes the Sun - the beatles
5) Tyrone - erykah badu
6) The Blast remix - talib, hi-tek, erykah badu
7) Half Crazy - musiq soulchild
8) So Ambitious - jay-z & pharrell
9) Let it Be - the Beatles
10) Alright - john legend

okay... thats better i guess lols :)