i yeaaaarn

i'm yearning :(

for the perfect birthday dress! ugh... i kno its more than a month away... but i really wanna find something special and awesome to wear... funny thing is i probably won't even wear it on my actual birth day because we're going to this wonderfully awesome seafood place where its so messy that they gotta bib you lolz so i'm not even gonna risk a cute outfit in that place... i'll probably wear it for whatever festivities go on on the weekend :)... anywho... so my scouring online has only led to one dress that i really REALLY wanna wear... its at forever21.com... well at least they SHOW it to me there :(... its on one of the models in the Faith 21 spring '10 style guide but is not actually available to buy yet! why oh whyyy faith 21! must you fuck with my head :(

and i think it would look sooo wonderful with my new taupe shoes :( you guys pray that they release this before my b-day!

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maybe i should pitch this to the food network! lolz

i don't know about u guys... but i love playing cooky chef in my/my bae's kitchen... i especially love re-fabbing leftovers!(don't give me too much credit tho, they're not always successful endeavors lolz)... so this morning as i was looking for something tasty to eat... and trying to avoid buying something... i came across 3/4 a pack of some weird ramen and some left over shrimp in my fridge... and i think STIR-FRY! man i love stir frying everything! so i tossed them all together in my trademark technique of flash boiling the ramen so its not all the way cooked, making it more solid and less likely to be gooey when i stir fry it, and throwing in my mish mash of awesome seasonings ;)... and here was the outcome! muther fuckin delicious if i might add! lolz good thing i wasn't able to make that much or else i would've just engorged myself :P

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another bond to break

i randomly came across this thing that someone has... a Formspring... it has a real "twitter-y" feel... maybe its the new thing? whatever... i kind of like the premise... it's like a spiffier version of those honesty boxes they have/had on myspace... anywho... there's my link to mine along with the links to my other social networking doo-dads... obviously i'm gonna try hard to get more people to read my blog... so hopefully i can get some of you to ask me questions too... if there's anything you wanna be anonymous about... feel free to hit my Formspring :)

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i just realized i should have something... umm... different i guess... that will actually intrigue others to read this blog cuz i mean so far i'm just another of the long list of blogosphere inhabitants... i don't wanna fade away into the deep corners of the blog world with the fucking family online scrapbooks and the bitches who post about their knitting and macrame' crap... i have exactly what i could use as my hook too... but its sort of sensitive... ugh... so i'm debating whether i want to put it out there for everyone... i'd love it if i could get some feedback... but i don't really have that many readers now do i? lolz

bargain bungee jumping

so i suppose you should know now that i cannot manage to step outside of my house without spending money... whether it be food (which i try to validate even though it doesn't really count if its fatty ass chinese food or fast food) or something i can wear... i just can't help it... ESPECIALLY if its cheap! lolz like Ross and thrift stores are my heaven... i like to look cute and fashionable... but i fucking hate spending money on extremely over priced shit that looks like stuff i can find for a fraction of the price... i grew out of that "ballin'" phase after i graduated high school lolz... anywho... i'll regularly share with you guys my bargains i snatch up here and there :) and i'll start with today... i found these cute CL by Laundry (which is some off brand of Chinese Laundry, sorry i wasn't even able to find these online :( ) sandals for 14 bucks that i just could not NOT buy lolz... and i totally feel like it was a steal right?!... i mean... 14 dollars... right?! hahaha :P i love the super large round studs contrasted with the minimal straps (i usually only do thongs when it comes to sandals because my feet are super wide and i can't take the discomfort... my only exception are my DV by Dolce Vita lace up gladiators (sorry i couldn't find them as affordable as mine were) that i DIE for lolz because the laces allow them to fit perfectly across my feet and guess what? they were only 20 sumthing dollars =D) here's what those look like...

and here go some pictures of my new CL by Laundry ones :) i can't wait for it to warm up so i can put these bad boys to some good use! (don't mind my weeks old super oscar glitzy toe nails lolz)

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slore with a guilty conscience

i just read one of the headlines on Yahoo's front page... that Lindsay Lohan was suing e-trade because of one of their commercials... i don't know about you... but could you just guess right off the top of your head what commercial she was referring to? i couldn't either... then i read the article and found out that she's suing because of their latest commercial... the one where the little e-trading baby has a girlfriend on video chat and she's asking where he was all night or sum crap like that... and he says he was on e-trade diversifying his stocks and shit... and she asks... "so that milkaholic Lindsay wasn't there?"... and then this little baby girl pops her head out of the side (on the boy baby's screen) and says "milka-what?"... now i've seen this commercial at least a dozen times... and i never once took that it was implying Lindsay LOHAN had a substance abuse problem... and i'm pretty sure many of you didn't either... it's not like the baby had red hair and a complicated lesbian relationship with her lolz... to me it seems as though Lindsay Lohan is pulling these accusations out of thin air (btw how could you possibly work this case? is she going to try and fucking trademark the name Lindsay... good luck w/that buddy) it's like she's got a guilty conscience about some substance abuse problem that she may or may not have (if it's the latter she's not doing a very good job of hiding it lmao) and she's being super defensive about it... anywho... i just think its extremely dumb on her part... her career has already become a mockery... the same way her walking persona has.

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bluster... like blister... but windier

i'm back home now in my beautiful and windy city by the sea :)

was super productive this morning and read a whooole chapter before even turning on my computer or the tv :-D i took a little break to make breakfast tho ;) had bacon and rice, which i have missed TERRIBLY! i feel quite accomplished... it's not even 1:30 yet and i've done my homework, rescheduled that appointment, read that whole chapter, washed dishes, and cooked breakfast instead of eating out... wow lolz (and soon i'll be adding "wrote a blog post" to that list lolz)... and i think i know why ;) but i'ma keep that hush hush... let's just say someone hung up in my face this morning... so i decided i was gonna grab today by the balls ;)... anywho... here are some photos from my trip home last night and a few from earlier today while i was reading :)

[soooo yummy! i'll totally take a box of these as a b-day gift lolz ;)]

[the best travel music!]

the struggle between watching the birds... and reading a computer textbook. :|

[3 little birds perched by my doorstep <3]

i'll be posting the larger better quality of these on my flickr

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p.s.

the computer textbook one :(
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everyone have a great day!

still not getting easier... cont'd

this is my photobug section that was supposed to all go in my last post but i wasn't expecting to do a full on spoiler review of The Crazies... so now i'm just gonna throw them in here... me and my hunny usually walk to and from the mall/movies area because he lives so close... and its good exercise ;) and it makes for a lot of photo opportunities in my case.

[2 in the pink 1 in the stink temecula ;)]

[most interesting thing i've ever seen out here, next to singing jesus]

[rain rain go away :(]

[original smart car]

[and the clouds parted]

[i thought this was sooo funny! lucky employees who get to take their breaks in here lolz]

[glow in the dark smiley face dog. my boyfriend always thinks one day its gonna find a way to jump over this fence since the backyard is actually elevated, thats why it looks like he could just run over to us]

[right across the street. it taunts me. fuck you la fitness! you can't have my fat! lmao]

on our way home we also stopped by Sport Chalet because there are these shoes that i have been obsessed with getting... these Vibram FiveFingers

they're available online but they said i could find them in sport chalet... and me being the detail oriented person that i am (and how much i HATE returning things in the mail) i need to try these on before i buy them! but muther effin sport chalet in temecula doesn't carry them :( very disappointing... they're super cool though huh? lolz i kno they're not everyones taste... but if u kno me... u kno i hate wearing shoes (yes they make ur feet look cute sometimes and u have to to avoid hypodermic needles and such, but if it were up to me i'd be barefoot all the time, or only wear flip flops at most) and these are probably the closest thing to going barefoot... anywho u guys keep ur fingers crossed that i can try some of these on soon and that they'll fit heavenly... so then u guys can point and laugh at me when u see me walking down the street and i can roundhouse kick u in the face ;P

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